31st of disember 2011

today is the last day for 2011 

many things that i had

like hangout wit ma friends/family/dozel .

that are special moment for me

anyway , not only the happy moment

ada jgk yg mnyakitkan taun ni 

sperti aku kena hina 

d ckap apa yg aku xbuat 

dan sbgainy 

tp smua tue bole aku atasi 

dgn dorongan my family 

endut 

dan kwn2 ku

even , mereka tak slalu ada d sisiku,

tp aku sntiasa anggap mereka ada untuk ku

klau aku memerlukan ~

btw , perkara yg aku xkn pena lupa smpai aku mati 

adalah 

kwn2 baek ku sndiri 

merupakn kwn ku dr form 1 

tikam aku dr blkang 

kami kwn smpai ptgahan taun 2009 

stelah kami xbkwn , bnyak bnda dia ckp aku 

tp , yg lg mnyakitkn sggup dia ckp

"badak lanjik" 

"gila blakik jak"

"abis skula jaga anak jak"

"xda masa depan"

that is so pain for me 

but my mum sad ;

be patient to all this

so am i that her said ??

maybe its her ,

last but not least , i'll prove to other that 

i can !!!

and hv a good future 

and i want to show u all that haven't debase me
just wait and see !!!

>GOODBYE LULABY 2011< 

best day ~

bestnya dpt jln2 ma c endut

kt kuching

tp satu ary berbaloi jgk

kami p ngok wayang

p maen boling

n

mum d kfc

but last but not least ,

buy a couple of ring `

like3 ~

 happy sgt2

thnx so much abg for that ahhh !!

n crying for me !

love it ~

ha9

i miss u so much syg !!

^_^

nw im at kuching 

it just for travelling also attending ma cousin weddin''

bnyk tmpat aku lawat 

p biasa2 jak tmpt ny 

tp yg pntg dkat dgn c dozel

tp bahgia2 begini ada jgk sket aty ku

mnyakitkan btul bh 

aku tgok fb skaliny erm 

dibenci org tue tp d add jgk . 

penipu la bh tue kn . 

tp biar la , urusan masing2 jgk 

suka2 jak kan mw buat apa2 yg d suka.

jd mana2 jak la . 

wanna share my mind ~ ~

hallo !

mw bcrta ni pasal apa yg aku wat

ary ni bz dgn packing brg aja mw cuti

ha9

but my dad pesan jgk td

jgn ikut apa pngaruh dunia

n bnda tue msti d lawan

this msg for u abg :-

apa yg cyg ckp tue

bkn cyg tujukn utk abg

but for someone yg sdh ckp cyg like that

so jgn la terasa

lw terasa tue , nasib la

ha9

joke !!!

itu kah perangai manusia ?

bodo btl ~

kenapa la org skarang ni xpndai hormat org

biar dia kecil ka tua kah , 

sma sadja ya wahai manusia 

aku ni kenak dh brpa kali

bnyak jgk buat aku bgini

aku taw jgk aku masi bdk 

(kata2 endon bdk SMA )

kunuk ~ ~

mntang2 la ku ni bdk skula mnengah 

snang2 jak kamo pijak2 harga diri

xhormat aku 

ckap xla aku ni fkran bdk2

jgn kamo smua sgka ya especially org tdkat ku

aku ni xda fkran matang ?

kamo silap 

cma kekadng jak prngai ku cm bdk2

tp ada masa ny aku bfkran matang

jgn kamo fkr kamo dh umo 20 ke atas 

xda prngai bdk2 ,

kamo silap ya

sbnarnya kmo pun rndu jgk masa bdk2 kamo

xpaya la ya maw menipu

ku tampar sapa xmgaku !!!

biar pun aku ni xshebat org laen tp aku pndai jgk bfkr 

biar kmo sdh keja sna 

bkn kamo hebat jgk 

bru trus lupa diri 

bongok la sana 

pijak jak hati / harga diri org bh

sdar jgk aku ya 

aku pun pena jgk wat salah dgn org 

tp ada jgk aku mnta maaf 

xtaw la kalau ada yg memaafkn

kata2 yg slalu d ckap org dewasa (20ke atas ) kunun :-

eh , kamu tu masi bdk2 lg , tak paya la bgayak sana , 'kata org dewasa .

ku tempeleng kamo sana , biar kamu dewasa sana kunuk 

bkan bmksd kurg ajar tp 

bnyak bh org dewasa ni kunuk ,

d buat ny bdk2 remaja ni cm patung2 arca / haiwan peliharaan 

jak yg senang d pijak2  ~ ~

p/s : exception for my parents ~ ~

lets talk !

for a few days until SPM come

good luck to SPM candidates 2011

but aku plak yg takut , cm jak aku yg spm

entah kenapa la aku rasa cam tue ~

huhu ~

around my village !!

happy sgt sb dpt tidow n braya kat kmpong

p aku sndiri jak kat sana 

sma cuzzy2 ku

bnyak bnda yg aku wat 

tmsuk la braya kt sana

tp ptgny plak smestinya aku 

mandi laut ,

syok gila 

tenang jgk prasaan ku , ha9

sambil mkn ikan bakar kt laut

bbQ lorh !!!

i love it !!

p/s : to my endut , rugi ndak ikut cyg 

lw ikut tue msti best !!!

ha9 

please ~~~

plez la ya think + 

cyg xpena pun maw mrh2 abg

tp abg cm ni 

setiap apa yg cyg wat pun abg jga jgk kn

biarpun abg kt sna tp diri abg sbg c dozel xkn hilang

jd jgn cm apa jak 

jgn la bckp smbrg !!!!

abg xsedar ka , 

org d skeliling abg syg dgn abg 

tmasuk family cyg syg dh dgn abg tue

jd c nieza tue xda papa ny 

stakat dia abg ckp , dia yg merubah idup mu

tp dia la racun dlm hidup abg

bkn dia ka org yg paling abg mahsyur kn dlu !!!!!??

so jgn la dia tue masi mbelenggu fkiran mu syg

cyg sygkn abg k  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont u ever say that word !!!!

knpa ckp cam tue ?

kenapa?

adakah cyg xda dh lam hidup mu ar ?

cyg xmyayangi abg ke ?

cyg siksa idup abg ke ?

menyusahkn abg ke ?

cyg mncintai abg spnuh aty cyg !!!!

cyg xda niat pun xsetia dgn abg 

tp cyg xcontact selama ni pun ada alasan kukuh

smua tue prmintaan abg

abg yg maw !!!

nt kalau cyg xwat abg mrh2 / tengking2 cyg kn

cyg xmw tue !!!

abg xfkir ke cyg ada ?

masih idup lg kn !!!!

abg pun ada family kn

tggungjwb abg tue besar kn !!!

jd jgn la fkir xda org syg la , apa la , alone la 

segala-galanya

!!!!!

biar pun abg jaw , tp ingt mumy abg tue slalu doakn kbaikan abg 

supaya abg bole mnjalani idup yg lebih bhagia 

cyg jgk slalu doakn yg tbaik untk abg 

jd abg xslalu sedi , ada teman jgk !!!!!!!!!!!

p/s : jgn pena tangisi apa yg xpatut d tangisi !!!!

---->   dun t u ever say thatz word ok !!!!

this is the best day !

just now my family & i hang out togther

we are going to eat something special lorh

lol

its not something special la

but i like it bebeh 

we are going to take our high tea lorh

we eat bread roasted & egg special 

yummyx

delicious lorh

p/s ; miss that moment lorh 

i count my day !!

i'll go to kuching , sarawak at 21st of nov

i go wit my family 

its only 2weeks 

 its also for my cousin wed 

im so glad to meet him 

lol

long time not see him since eid day b4

& i also get a new family , (owg srwak g tue)

mimpi mu ~

aku mimpi mgenaimu 

mimpi bkisarkn kita bdua

d situ la kau & aku btemu 

aku mimpikn kau atas alasan aku mrinduimu

walaupun kta bjauhan , tp aku ttp sygkn kau 

aku xtaw kau tgah mlakukn apa ?

di mna ?

ataupun

dgn siapa ?

yg aku taw hanyalah kau mncintai ku spnuh aty mu

biarpun aku byk kerenah cm bdk2 p kau ttp sygkn aku

p/s : maafkn aku krana blum sedia untuk mnjdkn diriku dewasa & bfkiran matang 

aku adalah aku

tue xbole merubah aku 

miss u so much endut !!!

LOL ~

unlucky !

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إيﻻم ما تقوم به كل يوم

  أنا أحب أن يأكل

 

أحب الرقص

 

أنا أحب النوم

 

أنا أحب إلى مكان الاستراحة مع الأصدقاء

 

أحب مشاهدة الرسوم المتحركة

 

أنا أحب الغناء

 

أنا أحب والدي

 

أنا أحب عائلتي/الأخوة والأخوات/أصدقاء

 

أنا أحب بلدي الحبيب إلى الأبد حتى أموت

do you love me ?

many people ask to he/she/girlfriend/boyfriend/mum/dad

"do you love me" ,?

i love my endut so much even he so far away frm me

but i can wait for him to take me to become his future wife
"lol"

ha9

but im still study

very kind of him , also cutty man  , lol

btw , he is the 1st & the last man that i'd got

now im trying to learn that lesson ~

from last week , today & 4ever

 im trying to learn about follow that promises
i dunt want people said that i cheat about that !!!
many way i do to success in my life

p/s : i follow that u want me do for u

thts why i dunt want to contact u even i really miss u so much

but u want to find u after i finish my exam

if i contact u , u must angry with me

i understand that i "XDA HAK "  wit u syg

im not HANA TAJIMA !!

many people says that i like HANA TAJIMA !!

but im not her , me is me 

im wear pashmina like her my friend said 

but i want look different to other , no follow others 

u r my lovely person !!!

u live wit me since i was childhood

every sad n happy we share tgether

u give all i need , whatever i want

 but i cant rep it to u , coz i dunt hv anything that u want

but i promise to gve to u back k

but i really miss u !!!

relax our tension after excel !!!

very lucky lorh walking at town

a lot of people i saw
i had going to eastern plaza n i saw a band (point band)

crew of melody also hv at there

hv fun today !!!

                       

ciak with me                              

                                                        ciak 



the past not return back !!

erm , i feel so sad yesterday , today & 2mrw 

i dunt know , why my heart feel like this

when i see her pic , i really miss her even her was past 

she so kind of us 

very funny person

even we not hv any food or things , her give us as she can 

no other can replaced ur in my heart 

miss her so much 

love u M.Y !!!

Stephen Jerzak & Cady Groves - Better Than Better Could Ever Be (With Ly...

i love this song !!

seseorang yg skak mnonjolkn sesuatu !!

suda2 la mao mnonjol sna ar

mao mndi mao berak pun d bg o

' ako drive ni ' , (accident) lak trus

mao famous o , cari publisiti murahan o ,

atoi !!!

d dunia ni msti ada IQ ,

erm tao mao bgaya jak

ada la org tgur kwn ku slekeh la apa la

buat ako marah jak

skali ku ckp blek na tdiam o

said : biar selekeh yg pntg pandai

ni trep2 lg

skak mcari kslahan org

enough k !!

manusia xbtamadun o

 fkir2 kan la

boring .. boring .. boring ..

kenapa kenapa kenapa ???

sugguh bacat jo ary ni 

apa yg mbacatkn tue , erm malas la sdh tu ako mao mlyan org 

p dfkir2 baek ako relax je , xye fkir bnda laen 

bljr je la , its not make me bored

ary ni jgk excel , BM je .

alhmdulillah bole jgk jwb kn3

sejak kebelakangan ni , ada jak yg xkena dgn ako bh 

entah knp la ngntok sgt2 , biarpun dh tdow siang , mlm tdow awal 

p no effect bh

sedi !!!

plan bulan dpan mao g kL le , 

pas trip to kL  , g kuching lae huh 

xda rest ni msti .

bru direct lae tu p sna 

pnat msti ni 

whats on my minds ?

apa yg ako pkirkn ya ?
rsao xlama ako spm ??  

bila nk trus terang kn ,

knp jgk mnyiksa diri ???

""  masi d dcntai , masyur nmany !

boring la d bohongi , just be truly person ar 

xpatut bsma  !!

p/s : be urself syg !!!

about my minds on the future :
ingin mnjadi seorg ahli pniagaan n mbuka francais !!

sbnarny dlu cita2 nk jd lawyer , p cm mboring kn lawyer tue
ha9 

ada seseorg yg skak mg'isukn sesuatu !! sapa ya ???

sala meh ako dgn pak polisi ?

ada yg mprtikaikn plak 

lao jeles tow ckp jak la 

ini d isukn lg 

sdap jak ckp ako ni xda masa dpn , mcm kao tuhan 

haloo , sedar ckit tiada org perfect 

smua org kao xskak 

lao ako kao ckp trep kaya , ako aminkn jak 

stupido !!!

wait n see wednesday k syg !!!

knapa la ada prasaan rndu ni ?

DOZEL 

sgt mrndui ni org smpai mao gilak 

ha9

erm , dia kt sabah juz 1 month 

ok la

boleh jugak spend time sama2 , p xjgk slalu 

tp yg ako xskak ni dia ni skak mbuli ako , 2 yg ako xtaan 2 , 

sket !

p lao ako yg p buli dia xbole plak , not fair !!

benci !!
n satu pkara jgk yg ako xskak lao dia sdh mrh2 , 

trus takut ni , maklumla dia kn pjaat , xda kesianny sana .

mmg 2 .

bgayak kn .

tp ako cntakn kao dozel smpai bla2 !!

rayakn merdeka !

salam my blog !

i juz want to say happy eid day to all

n happy national day !

erm , lets talk about u do at eid & national day .

what do you do at that day ?

braya or celebrate national day ?

erm

im juz stay at home & see my endut , that all

hari yg mndukakn

kelas ku 4 ss1

mrupakan kelas bimbingan en . norhisyam

sgt mnyedikn bila nma kelas kami adalah yg tercorot

n yg paling trkotor .

moment yg paling aku takut adalah aku yg akn mnerima penyapu

utk kelas tcorot ni

smua kwn ku mndesak mnyuruh ku naik pentas

slaku pnolong ketua kelas, aku d wajibkn utk mnolong ketua kelas ku

erm , nasib baek la ketua kelas ku yg p ambil 2 pnyapu

btw , kesian jgk dia yg malu kat pntas 2

p xpa , kami 4 ss1 bgkit dh utk mncntikkn lg kelas kami

hopefully smua bdk kelas bkrjasama

crta sal ckgu esyam , sedi dia dgn klas kami yg sgt tcorot tuu

n kecewa sgt2



hari yg m"bacatkn

28 julai 2011

aku birthday 

abiz kat kelas aku kena buli

dorng maen lastik2 guna neck tie

pnya merana aku

hahhah

p xpa la

kenangan paling best yg pena aku hadapi slama16 tahun lama ny

hahhahha

thnx 2 all my friends yg pnjaat smua ny !!

memori tercipta

sedi bila d tgalkn

Mr . ShyeffuL dh blek kuching dh !
aku sedi sgt2
td pg bru kami tpisah 

sedi last morning aku tgok mukak ny

still now n td d skula nges2 jgk aku
xbljar 4 masa, ingat kaw jak 2 Mr . ShyeffuL

my happy day life !!

14th of July, that my day went i & apiz were meet
i so glad to see him bh
miss him so much

yesterday i give Mr . Shyeffuls' eat by my hand
so happy
heheheheh

i dont knw how to say ,
cuz im so happy that i had for the yesterday

i love u Mr . ShyeffuL

Today is Wednesday !

today is wednesday(13rd of July)
that i had my test today
(bi,ps,pi,eko)

1st thing i want to share is abaout my test
bi, i dont hv any problems wit that paper
ps, its easy cuz it just want we do a 'batik'
pi, also not any problems
eko, its difficult 2 me.that is chapter 3(KEANJALAN HARGA PERMINTAAN)

thats chapter that i didnt like
its want to us calculate
and give the formula

but , try my best to eko !

next , i go home
my mother take me at school
so nervous, cuz my dear 'MR . SHYEFFUL is in TAWAU(hopefully)
but im save and happy
im not ready to see him
coz i miss him so much !!
i just want not to cry in front of him !!
so ugly taow !!
hehehehe

but im still hope i can meet him so .

walking up in Tawau Town

im coming home
im coming home

tell the world that im coming home

ho9

td im hang out with yuem , shida , miera , didang & fadillah
we hang out to complete our work to 'Big Book'
(alat muzik tradisional)

we do it at civil library at twu

then , we going to KFC to take our high tea
erm , i spend them
just also spicy chicken , cheezy whedges & pepsi

after that we going to home ,
walking,walking & walking
yeum's sandel was out from its
we was laugh to yeum
he so angry
(hahahahah)
*kesian deh lo yeum*

but he told our , he was bought his new slipers(line 7)
he proud with his slipers
heheehheh

erm , i've story that is my heartbeat !!
she is once of our follow!
but i dont want to tell u guys
soon she reads my blog !!
(nah, ambil ko,'said shida)

situasi yg akn d hadapi sok

2mrw i'll take my 4th test best on 2011
i really nervous
2mrow i'll take bm , sc , sej & math
that subject is important 2 study & learn


at 13rd of July , i'll take pi , bi , eko & ps

at 14th of July , Geo !

that why 2mrw i must 'kerja keras' to score my paper

just pray & study yet !!



B . F . F !

my BFF is my bestfriend ever i had

tiada diorg, xceria la hidup ku

                                                                           we all

                                                                         me & shida

                                                     c yeum , yg jgk d gelar marimar d kelas

                                                                             4SS1

                                                                              MiEra

                                                                          shida

me & Qayyuem

sejarah aku jmpa dorg ni tyme 2010(3F)

xsgka lak kami bole jadi BFF slamany until now

yeum , palelang , sheera , shida , ciak , iqlima , maya & miera

mereka smua kwn2 ku yg sot2 jgk !!


*_*

ui lamanya xbkak blog !

*_*

siuk bh dorg bdk TKD

dpt p SAGA ~

hohohooho



Test 1 (february)

huhu

22-24 feb test 

kweng , bole taan jgk soalan ny

p td , ku fokus sejarah jak

sbb snang ku hafal

kweng ~~

t'tdow g aku td bh

t'tndang meja

nasib kwn2 ku d kelas x prsan

lw prasan 2 mybe

dorg ktawa kn

nge nge ~~

but aku enjoy ngan test ku!!

PERIT ~~

brani ny c cha msg2 d fb

urm, msti ada papa g ni ma c endut !

sket aty bh

cm d duakn lak bh

dh la akak spupuny kata ,

xstuju ngan bdak twu 2 sb kuat cmburu konon
trasa aku bh

monyet 2 all

i hate u all

babun, kerbau, sapi, lembu, bkantan,

mntadak btl

DUNGU ~~



1.4.3

rnduny ma c gendut !

bla la dpt mesra2 dgn dia ni!

miz sgat2 bh

gendut ,

i love u so much

i miz u so much

eeemmmuuuaaahhh

Sed! ~

sedi aku.

c endut mrh2 kat aku

sal aku ckp dia xda hak ke atas aku

.....

till now dia g off fon

susa mw settle prob.

mdahan he on his fon (2mrw)

....

syg ny aku 2 ma c gendut !

p aku ta tw cm na mw jelaskn cm na sikap sbnar ku

aku sndri xpham

...

d tmbah g adq aku,

mrh2 g dgn aku.

....

cm laen rasa ny ada org mrh kt kita

smua keja xle wat



sCare !

ary ni c gendut exam !

doakn aja smua bjln lncar .

but miz him so much .

nge ~~

hoh?

olla , im new in blogger !

im shafa.

i love my family siblings n my gendut !

i like green in colour